Man in the sky

Now this one might cause some upset but the idea that there is a man or women in the sky we like to call God is one of the biggest absurdities in the history of theology. now I'm no atheist either i believe in God but my God or view of God is very different view of Monotheism faiths ie Christianity, Islam, Judaism. existence it self is my God, you can feel it (not him) all the time. i would question any living persons who denies this feeling of existence. now knowing that, you know existence is not good or evil it just is or in another sense both, so God is not good or evil it just is. so when i hear people say “i know there’s no God in the world because of all the war and pain” or something along them lines, i would question why they think God is good? so God is you, me, that clock on the wall that stone in the garden, that star billions of light years away, and even some dog poo, all is God, existence is all. so whats the point in being good then? well knowing we are all one and that one being God, being bad is counter productive. so in a way God can self harm we see this in war for example but God can also practices self preservation we see the in peace for another example. so thats about it for my rambling on that subject just remember to hurt someone is to hurt ones self and God is an it not a he or a she.

The quest for perfection

It’s funny how you think you have overcome your naivety at what ever stage of your life you are at, you look back a year or so i think god my head was in my ass but the truth is you thought the same as you do now back then. It seems to be a endless cycle of I'm a better person now, only to find out your was still naive. in my personal experience i have this drive to be perfect, not in looks or physique but as a person, my personality, my morals or ethics and i know this quest of perfection is impossible because who is perfect? depending on your beliefs you could or might say Jesus for example but even the bible states Jesus lost his temper. Buddha left his wife and young child to go find “spiritual enlightenment” and by today's standard he would have been called a bastard for doing that. but this quest for perfection, the want to be a better person is as beautiful as the unattainable goal. so with all this in mind i think its a good thing if we as people can look past some of the mistakes we and other people do and look at the person or ourselves and see if we can see if they or we are trying to become a better person. to cap this off, i might look back at this in a year or so and think god what a load of crap but we will have to wait and see.